Don't ever take things for granted ;

you stop listening.

i felt so broken up inside! roars* whats are friends?! i wonder. dont pretend please. it brings you nowhere. if you dare to say people, be ready that they will come to you one day. think of all the outcome before you do or say anything. why are there backstabbers? fcuk off lah. talking bad about someone is it so great? oh please. are you all so bored till like you got nothing better to do? laughing my head off`people are changing. and a advise to everyone- not everyone in your life can be trusted. you will never know when they will backstab you. and for those people, put yourself in the shoes of the person you are backstabbing. if you are that person, how would you feel? think over.

lets rewind back to yesterday. (:
MONDAY-1MAY

yesterday, wake up at 830am. which is so damn bloody early. i also dont know why i wake up so early lah. mayb i cant sleep? i also dont know. wake up, just slacking all the way until 2plus, went to meet karmen and Q at mac at 3pm. hey, we are studying okae. hahas. i'm always a goodgurl. XD study halfway, we went popular. to buy stationery and stuffs lah. i spent like $7.35 on like two blue pens, two so-called markers. so damn expensive lah. sobs. my heart pain lah. went back mac study until 6plus, nanny and erinna came to meet us. we went heartland walkwalk awhile then we went jalan kayew or whatever to have our dinner. i dont know how to spell. hahas. meet up with xujun and yanshan also. i ate roti prata. haas. not bad lah. after eating, walk until xujun house downstairs. called yuitpei. talked to her and asked her stuffs. fcuk lah. she keep quiet like all the way lah. only answer abit. we are like so pissed off lah. especially xujun. she's so damn hot. well, after that jiu go home liao. reach home around 11pm. yuitpei called me. i thought what happen sia. she was like so afraid lah. her voice so soft. like i going to eat her up like that. LOL. then i tell her got anything in school then say. i need to do my things. then she was like 'orh okae'. after i done my things, bath and whatever, i slept at 12am. i'm dying.

TODAY!-2may

today wake up at 530am! goodness. only 5hours of sleep. my eyebags! gosh. my eyes is so tired. like can fall asleep anytime. LOL. anyway, today school was boring. and i'm so sad lah. i didnt get to see hiim today! can you imagine how depressed i am. sighs~ we are in the same school! but i didnt see hiim at all! fcuk. anyway, today recess talked to yuitpei. she look as though she's going to cry any minute. do we look that firece or rather that frightening? LOL. whatever. after that, xujun say wanna go find danwei. so we go find her lor. talked to her. well, nothing much. just hope that they will like really wake up and think before they talk lah. i dont wish to cause any trouble also.

after school, meet up with chrys. went KFC to eat. with erinna too. (: after that, went mac to study. i read up abit of geography. hey, at least i tried. my geography is so shit lah can. whatever. i dont think i will pass also. lianiee they all was there too. chatted with them. cause like quite long very see them lerh. saw meimei also! so long never see her lerh. haas. erinna went home around 4plus. then karmen come meet us. then around 5plus, chrys went home. then around 8pm, the rest of us left together.

PS: erinna lin is my longlost twin! XD

i dont deny.

my heart is beating for you.

and i believe,

it will die for you too.

Walk away, Loved. 9:16:00 PM `